I am so excited to have finally become courageous enough to make a Blog. To teach, affirm and empower others to see God in all that life brings has always been a calling. Here I will share my journey and illustrste how the pieces of my life puzzle that may have sometimes appeared to have come from entirely different boxes, ultimately fit together with perfection. Only recently did I begin to view this “beautiful” work as a process and thank goodness I did, for when the edges of certain pieces looked frayed, damaged or distorted I would whisk them to the trash only to realize that they could have been repaired with love and faith. The recycle bin has become a friend to me. Thru the years I’ve come to recognize that the final piece to completion is the key that will didplay the “Masterpiece ” we have always been.
The Dig
A friend, a guide, a confidant and supporter that loves unconditionally, thats what we’re called to be. Our essence contains each of these virtues and an honest look inside will show this to be true. Although the excavation may be treacherous the gems that we will find will make up for the effort. As the stars in the heavens so are the sites to begin. With our pics of belief and our shovels of faith we can begin to uncover our precious Souls that lie beneath the shifts of time. The unmet challenges, defeats and self imposed hatred rattled the ground bringing down mountains of earth under which we stay unexposed, like diamonds hidden in darkness. The unique facets we each possess cannot reflect God’s light until the many layers are removed. The travels may be many or few but all of us will discover the brilliance our spirits yearn to share. Hammering and scraping that pierce the ear are sounds of music to our hearts knowing that our prison release is just a “Dig” away.
Anna Ebeling
For today Lord
If everything in life is connected then every action, thought and word that we put out into the universe affects everyone and everything. The results of what we do today definitely affects our tomorrows. Procrastination adds more work to our future to do lists so I try hard to stay abreast of my daily callings. The activities that cause most stress are the things that are easily pushed aside, so today I pray for strength and determination to follow through on my responsibilities whether fun or not. It’s hard for a mother of 6, grandma of 1 beautiful boy whom I don’t see nearly enough, a wife and co-business owner, to stay in touch with herself and prioritize. Faith in believing there is always someone I can turn to has been my salvation for I know that I could not have survived all the duties presented to me in this earthly life. The blessings have been many but the struggles sometimes attempt to fog my view of them.
As You Go Forth
About Me
Hello Everyone, my name is Anna. I am the youngest of six children, 5 girls and 1 boy. My father whom I adored passed from this earthly life when I was just 7. Ever since I can remember his presence has always felt obviously real and feeling that I missed out was never a thought. I believe in Angels and that we never lose our loved ones completely, just in body, thus I have no doubt that my father has been and always will be my Guardian Angel. My heart, mind and soul have been calling me to write for many years and I have attempted at various times to start a book but life seemed to keep me too busy to ever complete one. This blog will allow me to share bits and pieces of my journey and be a companion as I continue traveling.
Although I try hard to live my life without regrets, there is one thing that I would do differently if I could. I would have found a way to follow thru on a request from one of my mentors, George Rodonaia. He asked me to write his story but at that time I felt that my busy life schedule wouldn’t allow me to. When I finally felt that I could begin the process of compiling his life stories, I learned that he had passed away a month earlier. As one can imagine, I was consumed with sadness, loss and guilt but then I felt his presence in my life and I was reminded of all the he had taught me about spirit. He continuously reminded me that we are not humans having a “Spiritual” experience, we are “Spirits” having a human experience. Knowing this helped me to forgive myself and cleansed me of the guilt.
Family Tree
The house in which I lived after my father passed away has a beautiful Magnolia tree in the front yard. Since the time we moved into the house, this tree has witnessed at least 3 generations of my family. Everyone loves this tree and although the branches may appear unsteady, they graciously guarded every visitor as they sat or climbed on them. Every spring we were blessed to witness this maternal symbol of love and beauty blossom with vibrant pink, purple and magenta petals streaked ever so softly with white. This vision would transform into a large green umbrella of shade that protected us in the summer months. 
My mother adored and loved this gift from God and when she left this earthly life my sisters and I created a 3-D replica on which the leaves came to life with names of children, grandchildren and great grandchildren surrounding each blossom. Thus this Magnolia tree became our family tree. So thankful for all the memories of the past and now that the house belongs to me, I envision many more wonderful days ahead with family, friends and moms loving spirit.
A peek into my heart
Vocation vs Job
My work is in Spiritual Direction, Dental Hygiene, Office Management, Team Building and facilitating Enneagram workshops. These are the jobs that I do to provide a means for my vocations or callings to transpire. I see each job as a ministry, for the talents, skills and unique gifts we have are ways to reach and be of service to others with God’s love. Each position has taught me better self knowledge and awareness. For example, as a dental hygienist I not only assist patients to have good dental health but to help them see God in their lives through listening and affirming the stories they shared. And through my position as an office manager I’ve been able to learn about people and personal interactions. This role allowed me to empower others and help them to recognize the gifts each has been blessed with. In 1992 I came upon a self awareness tool, similar to the Myers-Briggs and became so intrigued with it that I became a certified teacher. My passion for learning and discovery led me on a path where I’ve been introduced to numerous methods and teachings of personal growth and awareness but this particular tool called the Enneagram has helped me in all areas of my life including my role as a mother of 6! In 2010 I became a Spiritual Director and my strengths and gifts are used as an anchor for others as they learn to see and feel Gods presence in their daily lives.
The occupations listed in the previous paragraph are what I do to allow my vocations as a mother, wife, listener and teacher touch others with Gods love. I give thanks daily for each of my children and my wonderful husband. I pray that I can teach my children to recognize the unique blessings God has given each one of them and to be accepting of their differeces. Being a parent is the hardest job in the world but it’s also the most rewarding.
